AWE/mirror of heart

The cosmos plays us with illusion: it mirrors and inverts perception to draw us towards light, truth, unity... We want it, but first we must survive. We get the metaphor, just an old upside down one, then we sit on the record scratch and bump bump into illusion like big sweet babies. Inversion is a somewhat kinder road for the real to be revealed. Can we cultivate love and trust for our beloved nemesis/selves over the lash. What is it in the eye that reverses all things so carefully? Where the eye sees out, it looks in. Only through our receptiveness to what is, does the "mystery " vaporize. There is a Mystic's Awe that Multiplies. We were made from stars, and our potential is to be a vehicle for the cosmos, but most of us are hallucinating a lot of the time... We often wear our tomb stone around our neck like an albatross: Here lies [IWM]. Die before you die. Die to broken thoughts. Imagination brings us closer to and further from the real. Is it creative or is it separating. If i was that blind, how blind am i Now? Enter into some kind of communication with a larger reality. Drop some veils-(not all, please)- of the imagination. We are naked, together, slave and free, yet were afraid of XTC. Love is the intention behind the intention. "Stay the same. Change." Who's voice is that? Loosen the tourniquet on your heart. Do a head stand to see something different, be a fool and let the blood of the heart fill your head. Just don't be stupid. Time IS love and love is what is passing. Also will the music of this breath and heart beat. Make your house your home before you fly away.
( first entries are at the bottom- with a different format bc im not that technical!)
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7.06.2011

CUM GRANO SALIS

Fasting from speech is good.  There are many ways to fast.  Thoughts are food, people are food ( i eat cannibal), patterns are food.  This eclipse season was intense transits.  A lot of information was revealed... not always nice, but rather searing reality... YAY...I have come to understand that all is temporary, but when you are in it, it can feel like it is never going to end- or if its good you don't want it to, but all things progress.  Endings can be progress.  Two years ago, the eclipses were termed " the summer of death".  A lot of famous icons passed on.  This year people were for the most part losing their heads,  which isn't always a bad thing either. Tho i bore witness to a girl trying to jump off a building outside my house, that's not what i mean ( they saved her).  So now she can start again.  I was re-visited by ghosts of the past in a clownish gesture or two.  Both gestures touched on my "worst nightmares".  I survived, and in truth, both gave me a get out of jail free card . Double knock out Haha, " I see your true colors that's why I LOVE you".  Good to let things finish.  New chapters.  I knew it was coming, as both incidents were released Hot Potatoes in August and October '10, and yea i'm into astrology it told me so.  NO I don't read horoscope, i watch energies.  Funny, but you never know how perfectly things work out.  The Universe is so Awe inspiring, Spellbinding in  its perfection, especially if you stand up for what you believe in.  So now what, after shedding some old skins who will be the new you?  What you gunna eat?  Do what you love first.  I painted a lot and re organized my house, much more to do, but its a good way to process visions. Not enough yoga of late, but balance is essential.  Dreams of riding a small tortoise shell up a hill slowly, guided by a invisible being.....and dreamed that once i shut the door of the past on of those two blessed teachers returned a beautiful bag of jewels to me they had been holding.  Thanks. I needed that, did not know i gave it to you.  Back to the losing of heads: You are driving, there is a sign that says ''loose your mind'', and some get bonkers and others brace themselves just shed a layer or two.  It always feels like XTC to be a bit lighter, and free of what we don't need, and if it is something you love, then you are, as you have always been, bound since pre eternity.

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